the unfolding
Here I am again days away from my 35th birthday.
I am in absolute gratitude for what has taken place over the past year. Understanding the medical doctor route would not be for me I stayed open to what I would do next. I looked into everything possible from Nurse Practitioner, to Midwife to Ayurvedic Practitioner, and then I found it, my school.
It all happened unexpectedly an acquaintance who was also an RN put out a social media post that she was offering free reflexology sessions in order to complete her course requirements. I jumped at the opportunity because I have ALWAYS been interested in reflexology from an early age.
During the session it was an indescribable YES rising up inside of me, I wanted to be able to provide this service to people and I became even more excited when I realized the training school was focused around birth/infertility/energy healing as well as reflexology! I researched the school, thought about it, meditated about it, and decided to go for it! It also gave me confidence that another RN was bringing holistic modalities into her practice.
I had already completed my Reiki Levels 1 and 2 in the winter months just prior and was excited to expand my knowledge with another teacher. As soon as I received my manual and sequence sessions I was all in, ready to practice! I decided I would need a space to work out of. My first shared spaced happened organically as I reached out to ask a trusted practitioner to ask if she knew of a space in her building open for working out of when she told me she herself was looking to share her space as she was not needing it full time.
The sessions that unfolded in this space were for short of a more descriptive term “magical” I realized the connection between what I could sense in my clients feet and what was held in their energetic bodies were mirror images. The stories that came out during these sessions were ones that had been held in my clients physical bodies for years, the activation and healing that arose after the sessions were palpable.
I humbled myself prior to every session with the intention that what was to happen in the session be for the clients highest good and only that which was to meet my clients where they were at and with what their soul needed. I surrendered the outcome knowing that I had nothing to do with the experience, I was merely a space holder, creating space for my clients to feel safe and learn how to hear their own guidance once again.
I knew it was time to have my own space and no longer share one as I recognized the growth that was knocking. This also happened easily and seamlessly as I was doing a late night marketplace scroll without even entering a search term when this perfect downtown space showed up across my phone screen. I felt in my heart “That is it!”. I viewed the space the next day and it was at the mercy of another practitioner whom the landlord was waiting for her yes/no. It was a no and mine was a resounding YES!
I was still working in my position for Alberta Health Services at this time, however knew it was coming time to hand in my notice and create more space for this unfolding passion of service. Happening simultaneously my husband interviewed and received a permanent position in the ICU at Chinook Regional Hospital. This meant that he would need to have 4 weeks of monday-friday training, this was the perfect reason and timing for me to hand in my resignation.
I worked my last shift February 3rd 2023 and had booked vacation to go to Vancouver Island for an In person training retreat with my Holistic School I had been training with from February 5th - 10th. This was booked before knowing my husbands ICU training would start February 13th. The timing was truly divine and could not have been planned better if we tried.
During my in person training I experienced deep personal healing and gained confidence in what I had been learning. I arrived back to Lethbridge renewed and ready to share in an even deeper way.
Let it flow, let it go, release the intention of perservering, doing, trying. You are all that is, all that was, all that is to come. Mother Mary comes to you, speaking words of wisdom. Let it be, let it be. Ray’s of divinity the heart to open awaken and perceive. Fill me with the heavenly lights, hold me in majestic presence, bid me go with your strong hand. The world, this society is not me. I live within it but now let go of all attachment to it. Send me others who crave pure light, taste and see that the lord is good. Hold on to me as we go, down this unfamiliar road. Love is lost, love is found. Make me an instrument of your peace. Sew love where there is hate. On wings of eagles so I see the tiny grounds and potential that awaits.
